I recently watched a fascinating documentary series on Netflix called “Wild, Wild, Country,” which is about a religious cult in rural Oregon.
And, it is so interesting to me that people who are so intelligent and kind and compassionate and so seemingly well-adjusted can be so easily caught up in the pull of a religious cult.
Watching the series reminded me to dig-up an old magazine clipping I saved about the 6 Characteristics of a Cult. I’d like to read them for you.
They are: 1) The leadership dictates how members should think, act and feel 2) There is no tolerance for questions or critical inquiry 3) Rational thought is discouraged or forbidden 4) Leadership induces feelings of shame or guilt in order to influence or control its members 5) group is elitist, claiming special, exalted status 6) The group is preoccupied with bringing in new members.
Sadly, some of those same characteristics are characteristics of many Christian churches in America today: churches which dictate how members should think; churches which proclaim salvation status; churches which seek to convert others; and churches which discourage critical inquiry or rational thought.
It is why there are so many people in our country today who refuse to believe in evolution, and instead, believe in a talking snake simply because it’s written about in an ancient book which was written by primitive people.
People who believe without questioning – people who blindly follow a group (be it a religious or political group) without critical inquiry or rational thinking are people who belong to a cult.
We, at United Church of Rowayton, don’t want anyone here to be involved in a cult.
Yes, we are a Christian church, part of a Christian denomination, but we say in that we are a church that is more about the questions than the answers.
The sign hanging in entrance of our church says, “We believe there is more value in questioning than in absolutes.”
We are gathered here each Sunday – not to check our brains at the door – but to explore the questions together. That doesn’t mean that we – the people of United Church of Rowayton – are not people of great faith. It fact, in indicates that just the opposite is so.
Many people think that if you doubt or question something about your religion, then your faith must not be very strong.
But, the contemporary Christian writer, Anne Lamott, says, “The opposite of faith isn’t doubt. The opposite of faith is certainty.”
There are so many Christians today who are so certain that they have the answer. But that isn’t faith. Certainty is the opposite of faith.
In the New York Times last year, there was an editorial entitled, “God is a Question, Not an Answer,” written by professor William Irvin. In it, he said:
“Belief without doubt would not be required by an all-loving God, and it should not be worn as a badge of honor. People who claim certainty about God worry me, both those who believe and those who don’t believe. They do not really listen to the other side of conversations, and they are ready to impose their views on others. It is impossible to be certain about God.”
Most people of great faith that I know are people who express doubt.
In journal entries that were published after her death, Mother Teresa expressed doubts. She even expressed towards the ends of her life that she had doubts that God even existed.
That doesn’t mean she wasn’t a person of great faith. It means that she was.
The Christian theologian, Paul Tillich, wrote: “Doubt isn’t the opposite of faith. It is an element of faith.”
And that’s why I always thought that the apostle Thomas got a bad rap. We’ve come to refer to him as “Doubting Thomas.” He was considered the “bad apostle” because he had questions and doubts.
But, let’s look at today’s Gospel story.
The other apostles were locked away in a room all week. Jesus – who they thought was the messiah who would save them – had just been crucified.
I guarantee you that they were expressing a lot of fear and a lot of doubt while they were gathered in that room. I’m sure they were doubting whether or not they had been right about Jesus.
So, Thomas wasn’t the only one with doubts.
What I think Thomas is saying to the others in today’s Gospel is: “Look, you guys had a vision of the resurrected Jesus. You experienced him firsthand, and that’s why you believe. Well, I want to have that experience, too, and then I’ll believe.”
He wasn’t calling the other apostles liars. He was simply saying that he, too, wanted to have an experience of the risen Christ like they had.
He wanted to know it for himself – first hand – rather than believe some second-hand account.
And, look what happens! Jesus doesn’t punish Thomas for having doubts. Jesus rewards him for his questioning and his doubts.
Jesus gives Thomas the first-hand experience he was asking for. Jesus says, “Touch Me”… feel my Aliveness!
Some of you may know that there is actually a Gospel of Thomas, but it is not in the Bible.
The Gospel of Thomas is one of the Gnostic Gospels that was discovered in 1945 in Egypt, and has been verified by historians and theologians.
When the Bible was being compiled by the early church, they decided not to include the Gospel of Thomas and the other gnostic gospels, and they hid those writings until they were discovered in 1945.
Who were the Gnostics? The Gnostics were early Christians like Thomas who believed that we could experience that Christ presence for ourselves first-hand.
The word “gnostic” means “knowing”…but it’s not knowing of the head – it’s not intellectual knowledge. It means intimacy. Having first-hand knowledge of the Christ. Not because someone told you about it, but because you yourself have experienced it.
I told you last Sunday that the Resurrection is real for me because I have experienced it first-hand for myself. I have felt the presence of the risen Christ within me first-hand.
And, that’s why I believe. Not because someone told me to believe. I don’t want to hear second-hand accounts. I want a first-hand account. An intimate knowledge….just like Thomas.
And, like Thomas, I would not have had that intimate experience without my doubts and questions. They have not weakened my faith…they have strengthened it.
All of us are on a Spiritual Journey, a Spiritual Quest, and the word “quest” is part of the word “questioning.”
I believe that unquestioned beliefs are our greatest obstacles on the spiritual path. These are the beliefs and thoughts we’ve unknowingly and unquestioningly taken on from our churches, our parents, and our society….beliefs that we have never questioned.
In Romans 12, it says, “Be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind.”
That is why prayer and meditation are so important on the spiritual quest, because all of our answers are within.
In the Gospel of Thomas, Jesus says, “If you awaken that which is within you, that which is within you will save you.”
When we “be still and know,” we renew our minds, we transform our thinking, so that we can – like Thomas –experience first-hand intimate knowledge of God.
And, so, this Easter season, let us go forth to experience the risen Christ for ourselves by bringing our doubts and questions to the Light.
Let us be people humbly “Living the Questions,” rather than people arrogantly proclaiming that we have everyone’s answers.